Well, my whole world has changed. Not only did I lose my precious baby, but I have pretty much lost all of my friends too. Half of my friends are steering clear of me b/c they don't know what to say, some of my friends who are new mommies i cant stand to talk to b/c they either just had their babies, or they are pregnant. And the remainder of my friends aren't mothers, so they really don't get it, and don't want to sit around and talk about my son all day. My whole entire world has crumbled, and I just don't know how to pick up the pieces. Life sucks, and I feel so alone. Alone with my memories of what life used to be like before my son died, broken dreams, and empty nursery. And, to top it off, I have to start all over again to bring my baby home. I'm sorry, but pregnancy is not easy, especially when you feel like you are going to barf all day lone for 4 months like I did. I feel so cheated, and life sucks.
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