My due date is this coming Friday the 13th. Both my boyfriend and I have booked the day off work. I just don't know how this day is going to be. I'm worried that I might just fall apart at the thought that I could have been bringing Addison home today but actually she has been gone for almost three months. And then I'm also worried that I won't fall apart and it will just be like any other day even though it isn't. I'm just wondering how anyone else dealt with their babies due date after they had lost them. It seems so strange that this is the day that I waited so long for and now its here and Addison isn't. The pain and saddness is so strong still, I imagine that it always will be though.
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