My baby was born still just over three weeks ago and on Monday I returned to work. I made it through the first two days but then today I feel as though I can't do it. I've had this terrible realization that life is going on as though it never happened. People talk to me about things other then Addison (my baby) and I listen but all I want to do is scream. I feel like the whole world should have stopped as mine has and yet somehow I'm expected to continue on. I want everything to be affected by her little life and it seems as though it was only me, her dad and our families. I have this guilt everytime I'm not talking about her but no one will bring her up to me. I just don't know where to go or what to do anymore, she was the meaning in my life.
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