August 5th will be 2 yrs without Nathan. My daughter seems to be coping very well. They have been ttc for over a year now. Her best friend has a son who will be 3 in dec. She keeps him alot for her and we have become his adopted grandparents you could say. We have gotten alot closer to him in the past few months and it seems to be harder on me and my husband. We both seem to be missing Nathan alot more. When we are out doing things with Christian (the 2 1/2 yr old) My husband will look at me and say " We should be doing this with Nathan." Or "I really wish Nathan was here too". I pray on a daily basis for my daughter to have another baby soon. Sometimes I feel like it is falling on deaf ears though. I know a rainbow would make her and her husband sooooo happy. We have been watching secret life of the american teenager. She was over monday night to watch it with us. It was so hard to watch it with her because of her going through everything. I want to talk to her about how I feel but then I don't want her to feel guilty for not getting pregnant yet. She is dealing with it enough. Oh well just wanted to get this stuff off my chest. I am so glad I joined this site. Reading all of the post and about the rainbows gives me so much hope for my daughter and the rest of the family.
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