As soon as Avery Grace passed i immediatly wanted to start trying again. My husband told me that whenever i was ready he would be ready. Well he changed his mind. He says that im still to depressed and he wants to wait a little longer. I DONT WANT TO WAIT ANY LONGER. I just carried a baby for 7 months and did not get to take her home. We have everything we need for a baby except a BABY. I feel like the sooner we get started the sooner i will bring a baby home. This is torture. I went as far as trying to trick him into having sex with me. I took an ovulation test and it was positive. I tried but he did not want to, then he went to work and didnt get off til the next morning. I just sat at home all day long thinking "OK, HOW CAN I DO THIS BY MYSELF" which is obviously impossible. I was devestated that i would have to wait another month. Is this going too far? Am i going crazy? Am i selfish for wanting this sooo badly that i would lie to my husband like this? I tried talking to him about trying again and showing him that i am ready but he never wants t talk about it. When we do talk about it we end up in a fight. What do i do?
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