Last thursday I went for my check up. Everything looks good. As far as me phyicaly. We talked about what happened and what my doctor's thoughts were. She says that they can't tell if the infection they fould in my placenta was there before or after I had Zach. If it was there after she thinks that I have a weak cervix. She is refurring me to a high risk ob. She want him to look at my case and then we are all going to meet. The plan is to have a plan when I become pregnant again. It was hard hearing that my body might have failed. I know that I had no idea,but it still makes me wonder if I was to blam for Zach's death. This makes me even more scared to try again, knowing tht my body can will most likely faile again.
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