I lost my precious angel Savanna Lou on 9-22-2010 at 35 weeks along. She was beautiful and perfect in everyway. We choose to have every possible test done to try to figure out what happened with no answers. I am having a hard time keeping my faith as well as dealing with the odd and dumb questions and comments that people make. It has been almost a month now, and I think it is getting harder for me to deal with now. I am coming up on my original due date and seeing other pregnant women makes me jelious, I hate myself for letting this happen to my baby, I question what happened every day and try to deal with my anger issues as well. My husband has dealt with it very different, he doesnt really show the emotions like I do, and sometimes I just want him to be sad with me? Everyone keeps telling me to get on anti depressants, go see a therapist....you need to talk about what happened, but if you havent experienced givening birth to your dead child, then I really dont know what help someone can be. Any advice on handling the emotions of it all without completely shutting out everyone? Or how long it took to stop feeling the guilt, void, and pain?
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