Well it's over a month now that we lost our babies. I just had to go to the creamatorium to pick up their ashes. There is about 1 tablespoon of ash in a little baggie. It just killed me, the ride home in the car was a quiet one. I don't know how to handle this. My parents have been living with us since I was put in the hospital so I haven't had much down time to think, only at night when everyone is asleep do I break down. Since they have been here for almost 6 weeks they are headed home soon. I don't know what I'm going to do in this house without them to keep me busy. I know I will go crazy..... I just don't know how I am going to react or feel when they leave and I don't have to be strong for them anymore. Any thoughts?
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