A co worker of mine was pregnant at the same time I was and I really had no idea until After I lost Maddie. She was barely showing and I was huge. Also, she never told me. And on top of that I don't think I payed much attention. But today, when I heard her talk about her Due Date and her upcoming Baby Shower this weekend it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I knew she was due around the same time....but only 6 days! Ugh..it hurt me so much to hear her say that. Here is she is with her little Baby Belly and Happy with practically the same due date..and here I am with nothing. I had to hear about her Baby Shower this Weekend...same time I was going to have mine. I literally think she heard my "UGH" when she was talking. I had to listen to them for almost an hour talk about the food they are going to order and who's coming. The whole thing. And all I could think about was how alone I'm feeling and why couldn't that be me? I don't expect them to stop talking about anything baby related around me because she's excited, and she should be. But maybe they could do it quietly when Im around...That would be nice!
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