
Stillbirth Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have been impacted by a stillbirth. A stillbirth occurs when a fetus which has died in the uterus, during labor, or during delivery exits a woman's body. For help and support, share your experiences and learn how others coped. Don't forget that you are not alone.

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The doctor's office finally called me to inform me of the chromosome test results. Unfortunately the company that was doing the testing was unable to do the test because the cell sample they received did not reproduce, therefore they couldn't pull any of the genetic DNA information from the cells. The doctor said it's because he had been dead for so long inside of me. So the cause is inconclusive.
I feel like someone just punched me in the gut. I can't take it anymore. I don't want this. I'll never get past it. I have to just sit here and stew with no answers. OMG this just never stops HURTING. I feel like I'm turning into an insane person and putting on a show of normalcy.
I don't know how to get through this. There's no light on the horizon. I have 9 months until I can even start trying again and then it could happen again. I'm just not this strong.
I feel like someone just punched me in the gut. I can't take it anymore. I don't want this. I'll never get past it. I have to just sit here and stew with no answers. OMG this just never stops HURTING. I feel like I'm turning into an insane person and putting on a show of normalcy.
I don't know how to get through this. There's no light on the horizon. I have 9 months until I can even start trying again and then it could happen again. I'm just not this strong.
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