I lost my baby at 39 weeks, and 5 days almost 5 months ago. It has been a struggle each and every single day withouth my beautiful baby. I want to get pregnant more than anything. Well, we have been trying and no luck. I feel like Im so desperate that my entire world revolves around getting pregnant. Each time I start my period, it sends me into a depression and I feel like with this and my grief that I'm back to square one. I missed a day of work this week because I was just so disappointed with myself. I almost feel like my body is failing me. Has anyone here experienced this and has anyone gone on to have a baby after such a loss? I feel so hopeless right now, any advice or words of encouragement would be most appreciated. I've just been so down. I hope I do not sound selfish, forgive me if I do. Thanks everyone.
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