my baby was born sleeping 6days ago. i dont know what to do with myself. sometimes i feel like im ok then i experience overwhelming emotions that i can not control. i wish i could just hold my baby boy without having to book an appointment at the mortuary. the day the lord blessed my womb with him, i had never been happier. i feel asthough my whole world has been torn apart. how can i ever deal with this? two days later i returned to university to try to keep my mind busy, now i feel asthough it is catching up with me. i can be on the train or walking down the road and just burst into tears as i know im never gona have my to hold and look after. my first experience of being a mum and all i can do is pray and look into the sky knowing that he is now my gardian angel.
Posts You May Be Interested In