I am new to this group. I am 29 years old, and lost my baby Natalee on Aug.11th, due to the cord being wrapped around her neck. I was 36 weeks pregnant, and was due to have a c-section on Sept.2nd, due to placenta previa. I had no coplications with the previa my entire pregnancy, and everything else was normal. I have two daughters, ages 7&8, and a wonderful husband, and family. I still feel so alone though. I don't understand why, or how any of this happened. I have so many different emotions, and feelings right now, that I feel like I amgoing crazy. I know that I have to get out of bed in the morning for my girls, but I really don't want to. My husband has gone back to work, and is slowly "weening" me back into doing things. I feel angry at him for this, although deep down I know he is doing nothing wrong. He is dealing with this totally different than I am, and I just don't understand him sometimes. I know that he is hurting just like I am.
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