I lost my baby almost five months ago. Due to medical malpractice, and a untimely C-section. I think of her everyday. I cannot be around others with babies, pregnant women, and any type of a stroller. Am I crazy for always looking for my baby? I want to try again so bad! I want to be a mommy more than anything else in this world. My husband wants me to try and loose the weight first. Mind you that I am only 15 pounds over from where I began. But I am not ready to loose my stomach just yet. It makes me feel like she is still in there sometimes. I still lay awake at night waiting for her to cry... How can I get through this. On the outside I look fine, but on the inside I feel like I am falling apart.
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