I am new to this group. We lost our angel at 39 weeks 2 days, she was stillborn with no answers. Perfect pregnancy, no issues. 8 lbs. 1 oz. and 20 inches long. NO heartbeat at 39 week appointment. We are living in this nightmare....and do not know why this has to happen to anyone. Ella Aslin Jade is forever in our hearts...but its so HARD. I never expected this...I was worried about miscarriage or going over 40 weeks, but we were only 39 weeks! No problems! So confused...family has been great, but everyone else just trucks on with their lives (as expected) and we are left here mourning our first child, our baby girl that we have waited 5 years for. Her room was done, we were all ready for our Valentine's Miracle. Now I have nothing. We want more kids, hopefully sooner rather than later..but THIS was our baby, and THIS was our time! I am so lost, confused, lonely....and hurt. I just do not understand.
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