My little girl passed away due to a problem with one of her kidneys. It is a very rare disease and there are only 5 known cases of it. My husband and I are supposed to go to a genetic counselor to talk about exactly what happened to my baby and about having another baby in the future. When my doctor first saw a problem with Makenzie's kidney they referred me to a specialist, the specialist is the one who told me that my baby passed away. Now, we are supposed to see him for genetic counseling. I asked to be referred to another specialist but he is the only one covered by our insurance. I am traumatized. I do not want to go back to that place. That place ruined my life. I never want to see that doctor again but I need to know exactly what happened. I hate this. I know its childish but I hate him. I know its not his fault but I still blame him. He tore my whole world apart. I was the happiest person in the world until I went to see him.
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