This is getting ridiculous. The good thing is FINALLY my bf realized he was trying to hard to fix a situation and not listening to me and realizing what I'm trying to say. Someone let the dog in the other day when I wasn't home, the sliding glass door was shut, he was on the phone with me and says "I don't know how she got in, I'm 85% positive Jayden let her in" to which I replied "Well yeah, I don't think the dog opened the sliding glass door herself" He starts screaming at me "YOU'RE RIGHT MY KIDS ARE ASSHOLES WHY DON'T YOU JUST SAY IT" Uhhhhhhhh, hello? I was joking around, any other time he would know I'm joking. When I got home I was talking to him out in the driveway, the kids were trying to listen it and I about lost it. I think that's so disrespectful. The words "I am done, I can't take this anymore" actually left my mouth. I could see my bf was about to cry. He had notes from the mediation he went to with his ex wife. In the notes it said that his boys would complain on Thursdays before going back to our house that they didn't want to go and that didn't start until I moved in. How does he think that makes me feel? He says it has NOTHING to do with ME, any girl and they would feel that way. He's right, but I HAPPEN TO BE THAT GIRL AND HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT! Any other girl would feel the same! His boys got my bf to themsevles for 4 years. Never had to share him. Now they have to with me and my son. They told my bf's Mom that they don't like it at our house because of me and my son. They bad mouth me to his family, to their mother and constantly throw me under the bus so to speak. I let them get away with everything! And when I do they walk all over me. But when I don't let them get away with anything they make my bf's life a living hell because they complain to their Mom about me. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so helpless and I feel like I just cannot win no matter what I do.
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