My boyfriends 12yo son had a notepad in his room. He made a list of people he hates "sometimes" and people he hates "all the time." The only 2 people on the "all the time" list are me and my 3 year old son. I haven't done anything to deserve this kind of treatment. I've been nothing but nice to them. In fact, I kind of let them walk all over me because Im scared to say anything in fear my boyfriend might get mad. We've been living together 10 months, like I said before things keep getting worse. When I try to talk to him about how much it hurts me when I see and hear the things they say he tells me I shouldn't take what a couple of kids say about me to heart. Then he gets mad at me because he's tired of me telling him how terrible his children are then begins to lash out at anything my son does wrong. My son doesn't do these things to him. His son also drew disturbing pictures of people stabbing and shooting others and even drew one and it said "me, suicide" I understand adjusting from having your Dad to yourself for 4 years to having to share is hard but I don't deserve this treatment. When I try to talk about it with my boyfriend he starts yelling at me. I'm absolutely miserable. I'm at my wits end. I love him more than anything but sometimes I feel like I need to leave and it would make everyone's life easier. My boyfriend has been yelling at me literally since Sunday night. I can't handle the screaming at me. I was upset Sunday night because he told his kids to be on their best behavior at my birthday dinner and they totally disrespected my stepdad and totally acted out to the point my bf had to take them outside. He wants to go to counseling, get books on integrating families, etc. I am at the point of giving up instead of getting help because I can't handle the screaming at me. I can't handle being told that it's all my fault for not doing anything about the way they treat me. I just want to crawl under a rock and disappear right now.
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