i am scared to death.I already have 4 from a previous marriage.We will soon be married and have been dating for 5 years.He loves and treats my kids as though they are his own, but he has a whole in his heart for a child of his own.He really wants to experience the preg,delivery, and bonding.My family will never support the idea, they have never forgiven me from getting pregnant 11 years ago. I am constantly being reminded of my shortcomings even though I am an RN working 2 jobs. I am buying my own home and have 2 cars. His family loves me and my children and would welcome another addition. I remember how it was to be a single mom.I don't want to start over with a newborn. I have gone through a failed marriage and pray this one lasts, but if it doesnt...I am alone again with 5 kids instead of 4.But he is a good man, all he wants is a baby of his own. It isn't his fault I have 4 already, but he is taking over the father role for them....
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