I'm just curious if anyone has ever felt "disconnected" with their lives. Like you wake up, and you can not believe that this is your life!! Especially after being married for along time the first time? That not only you are married for the second time, but you have strangers in your life who dictate your days ( ex wives)You have step kids who could care less , yet you are never to waiver.All the pressure, all the financial woes, all the hard work just to have people resent you more. I think about my first husband and how miserable I was with him those last years... yet to be honest?......it was alot better of a situation that I find myself in the second time around....oiy........I know I sound crazy. Im quite sane, but some days, I do believe I have made a horrible mistake............Just wondering if I am the only one with these thoughts ???? If no one responds........I will slip away quietly! lol
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