My son was on my PC and when I went to use DH's to send a close friend an email reply up popped the browser with tons of tabs of porn windows. Never dreamed when I told Firefox to "restore old session" that is what I would find! I did confront my husband in tears and he thought initially I meant he was watching porn in the garage on a PC he was fixing up til I pointed to the one in his office. He got this deer in the headlights look, told me he was sorry and "bored" and that he didn't mean to hurt me. I told him we hadn't had sex in over 2 weeks at that point and I was beginning to wonder if without him viewing that crap if he'd ever be intimate with me in a normal way where it's just me and no one else is in bed with us..in his mind, thoughts, visions of porn he's watched and the like. I don't care how many times he tells me it is not me, I have a hard time buying it. That crap gets so much more time and attention than I do. I got mad and told him not to apologize, that when I get bored with the lack of sex and decide to have sex with some other man, an "I'm sorry" should be good enough for him too since he's not meeting my needs. At least I see my therapist this Tuesday! Between this and his bratty grown child I had to block from calling my cell phone as she's a user and needy pest, it's been a rough weekend.
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