Today was rough. Why? Because H was friendly, helpful, and there. It makes it a lot harder for me to hate him. This morning, I couldn't stand him and his ever-willingness to be there. He even offered to make omelets. I couldn't handle all this niceness from him. It seemed so hypocritical. Then it just seemed fake. We went to bible study together and he was very friendly. I didn't speak to him much. He was more vocal during the discussion. But by the end, I feel like he won me over. I just want to hug him and have him hold me. I want to pretend that all our troubles are gone. Would it be awful if I ask him to hold me? Would it stunt the recovery? Would I be neglecting the issue at hand?
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