I want to take just a moment and thank each and everyone of you for listening, sympathizing and contributing to my very slooooooooow recovery. I am getting better each day now and feel so much better. My H has not returned to his PA behaviors and he has been the most supporting person I have ever encountered in my whole life. I CAN love him for that! So, for some, there is hope with a lot of work. Wanted you to know that too!