ok so my husband had not gotten his oc in about 2 months, and this past sunday morning he informs me that he is gonna get her. i dont say anything and so i just prepare for church. i am knowing at this point that i am not gonna return from church-i wasnt sure where i was gonna go but i knew that i did not want to be here. so i pulled a $100 bill out of my stash and decide that i am gonna go and do something on my own. it sickens me that i ever told him that he could bring her here because when she is here-i am not comfortable in my own home and so that he can do whatever it is he does-i just leave. so anyway i leave and plan to not return until i was sure he would have taken her back to her mother. so i get home at 9pm and came in and went straight upstairs-ok so here is the kicker! we barely talked from sunday night until tuesday night. so on wednesday i called him and told him that a friend had invited me out and that i was going-do you know this mofo had the nerve to insinuate(sorry im sure that is spelled wrong but you know what i mean) that i was going out with another man. isnt it funny how they cheat and run around and make new families but when we put on clothes and go out with our friends they have the balls to accuse you of cheating. i was just standing there looking at him and did not even give him the fight that he was looking for. when i returned he was salty and looking all sad. i have to admit that in the back of my mind i was laughing and thinking-now you know how i feel asshole. sorry so long!
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