you all know what happened with my husband and his childs birthday. well since i found out, i have been really withdrawn because it hurts that once again he hides this from me. i did tell him that i don't want anything to do with the child but i do want to know when he has contact with them (her and her mother). anyway because of him hiding yet something else from me, i have not had much to say to him therefore he has not said much to me either. anyway i straddle the fence eveyday about whether to stay or go and this morning i noticed that he had a change of clothes with him as he left for work. i called him to see if he had decided to finally leave and he said that the thinks he is coming home. i just wonder has my sadness and pain finally run him away. he has been very remorseful and understanding and comforting, but now he seems really angry and acts as if he has given up. should i believe that he is finally done being sorry or that he is just displaying that he is hurt to? any of you deal with something similar? most days i want him to leave but now that i am faced with the possibilities, the reality stings a bit. i do want to seperate for a while to do some soul searching but i am still a little confused. can anyone help.
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