last night my husband and i decided to have sex, well while in the process my mind is wondering and i have all kinds of shit going thru my head. i was thinking about things he has said, things he has done and just everything that has happend and so needless to say, i wasn't into it. sad thing is that this happens to me so often that i did not even realize that i had gone off into this place until he said "are you okay?" it was then that i realized what was happening. at first i told him yes but when he asked what was wrong i told him that i was trying to get out of my head and when he kept digging i said "i am trying to shake what is happening in my head!" so he stops and hugs me tight saying that he loved me and how sorry he was that this was happening. i begged him not to worry about it and to finish but of course he had lost the desire by then. this is just so crazy.
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