I hate what my husband has done and I hate the OW and the kid. We have been trying for 8 yrs to have a child and now he has one with her!! He said he is sorry, it was only sex, it happend by accident, he went to her with his problems and complaints about me. How dare he!!! I am so hurt and want to wring all of their necks. I was so angry he left the home for fear of what would happen to him. I cry at the drop of a hat and about any situation. I am sooo embarrased, jealous, ashamed. We have talked. I believe he is sincere in his apology. But, he wants to be a part of this child's life to make up for not being there for ours. How that is a slap in the face. I know the child is not to blame but I DONT CARE. He has had a child with a welfare woman with 4 kids by different men, she does not work, spend all her money on lotto tickets, and lives in a big house from section 8. I am a working woman with a prestigeous job, I thought I was attractive, I thought I was intelligent, now I am questioning my own existence. I know I am ranting but I am so hurt. No family, No friends. Just me. I have expressed my thoughts, pain, and feelings to my husband and he understands. He stated he will not have any dealings with the woman and will go through the courts for visitation and will meet at a neutral place...not her home. I feel inferior, like she is prettier, sexier, better in bed. How can I compete. I know I can't and should not. My husband is willing to relocate to another city. I know he loves me......but what does love have to do with it.
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