Hi new to this group, I've had MS for 14 years I would say my rating is 5-6 now. I've always been a good provider for my family. But its getting to hard to do much at all. I've applied and been turned down twice. I have a appeal and Attorney that would take my case while still trying to work, most wont talk to you if your working. Appeal is in May. Last time they turned me down they said I should go back to the insurance job I had before. I owned a insurance agency then. Well its not that easy to just open a Insurance agency again. It takes a lot more money than it did 15 years ago and I dont have it. I did get my licence again and got a job as a commercial lines agent which is my specialty. That requires me to solicit business that might want a quote on thier insurance. Basiclly door knocking. i'm pretty good at what I do but getting around is hard I drive some but have most of my problem walking from the car to the business. I'm worried about how people will feel sorry for me and its very hard to hold your head high when you bairly can walk to the door. I get about 2-3 hour a day that I feel I'm produtive then I go home and rest. I'm not making enough money and the wifes paycheck is getting swallowed paying the bills. Savings is enough for one more house payment. I cant be productive enough at work and am not sick enough for Disablity. I'm about a month away from forcloser on my house.How much harder does it have to get? Im a positve minded person that believe anything can happen but it beating me down and I dont know what to do anymore.
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