It's funny, I found a website last night that was saying if you're not depressed before this process then you surely will be afterward. I just broke down in tears today because of all of this...the waiting and wondering what "they" are doing in "their" offices. This person who was the author of the website described how the SS Reps are so overloaded and paperwork sometimes gets misplaced or mistreated or not even dealt with at all. Reading the website isn't what caused me to be so upset, it is the financial end of it, the loss of self worth, the change in life that this causes...everything. Of course I've been feeling all of this the whole time anyway but there is only so much a person can take before it wells up inside of you and you need to get it out. You know?
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