I was babysitting for seven or eight hours tonight. I got home about two hours ago and I`m still shaky and feeling anxious. From the parents more so than the kids. I hate babysitting because I`m always nervous that I`ll do something wrong and humiliate myself. They got home around midnight and they have four kids so one really hyper one kept the rest of them up. They didn`t seem mad or anything but I felt even worse, with self-esteem and with anxiety. And now its like I can`t just get over it and relax.
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