I recently moved to a new town and while I was doing really well when I lived in the city with my social anxiety and agoraphobia, it has blown up since I moved to a new town in a rural area. I'm really depressed and lonely with no friends here. I would like to go to church but am too scared to go. I feel like everyone stares at my children and I when we go out and know that we are new in town. I feel like we are judged or that I am judged before I'm met. When people are friendly, I feel like there is some ulterior motive to them being nice. It's driving me crazy, literally. What's worse, my oldest daughter is starting kindergarten and I'm petrified!! I worry about how she will handle it, how kids will treat her, how I will handle her being away from me. I can't stand it. My social anxiety is ruining my life! :(
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