I have been to a few meetings last year but I feel very uncomfortable when we took breaks..All the uncomfortable smalltalk with people I dont know.I dont like to feel judged.Im not a shy person in the least,but when im around strangers.Even though they have the same problem.I feel very reclusive.So that reason in itself is why I dont attend meetings anymore.I love hearing people speak for like 45 minutes and 10 minutes at the start of the meeting.Its just that I feel like everyone feels just as uncomfortable as I and I hate that anxiety driven feeling.
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