Does anyone have any suggestions on what to do with myself in the morning when I used to have cigs and coffee that motivated me to get up and get going. I don't feel like I want to get up if I don't have my cigarettes and coffee. I roamed around this morning trying to do something. I do not know what? My motivation to get going sucked! I stayed in my PJ's till 11:30am bouncing off walls trying to figure out what to do with myself. Went to curves ate breakfast talk to a couple of friends, read my bible and did a work profile all the while thinking about cigs. Any ideas! Day #5 for me. Linek
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