today i was off from work and all day i thought of the deadlys, it just kept sneaking up on me and i was thinking it would feel so good to have one, its been 3 weeks yesterday.but i know what happen on the last quit after 6 months i smoked a few a day for about a week before i knew it it was almost 2 packs again. so this time i know not one puff ever. its just so hard sometimes., thank god im on the patch it usually helps but today was weird. well thank god its almost over. tomorow will be better. one day at a time is how i look at it. will i ever stop wanting one? is eveyone feeling this?so pround of all of you.
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