Since coming here to Daily Strength, I thought I had made some decent friends here. Unfortunately, that is not necessarily so. Seems they have their own hidden agenda. They don't chat when they see you online, give you a hug whether you need it or not, or send a message just to say hello. Why is it I am only getting responses when I bend over backwards for people. I have been so stressed, that I am tempted to buy a pack of cigarettes. Then I think, why should I ruin my quit because of people that don't really care anyway. So, instead of wallowing in self-pity, I removed some people from my friends circle. There is way too much phoniness going on, so I need to eliminate the problem. Granted, there are some sweet and special people who I have a high amount of respect for, and they know who they are. Now that I had a chance to vent, my heart is now where it needs to be. I do apologize to the rest of you fine people, for you have led me by the hand into some interesting places. And for that, I am grateful. :)
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