OK, so i had a major melt down yesterday... I hate to admit I was in such a frenzy, i lit one up and smoked like I never quit. . . It tasted horrible, and made me sick... not the great smoke i thought it would be... i checked in here,and then showered and crawled into bed and just sat there feeling sorry for myself. Today i woke up and still could not destroy those damned things, everytime i looked at them, i just couldnt let go... then i logged on and read everyones comments. I know you are all right, i am being silly. It was a bad mistake, and I wont let myself slip back into it. I took that pack and honestly was going to throw them out the window as I drove, but then i felt bad about littering, so when i got to my friends house, i gave them to her to throw away... oddly, when i left, i was tempted to take just one, "just in case" then i realized that it was the damned nicodemon, and i said no and walked away from them. Thank you all for being such a great support system I honestly could not do this without you.... I CHOOSE TO BE A NONSMOKER... THANK YOU!!!
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