I am so disappointed in myself right now. i was all set and gung-ho to quit for the hundreth time and life happened and I didnt make it. Before I even really realized it I was back up to 2 packs a day. I slapped myself and got it down to just over a pack a day but darn I want to quit. I just bought a stupid pack about an hour ago and I should have never gone and got them. I think about quitting everyday but keep reaching for thm. So here I am yet again, a full pack of smokes beside me and seriously not liking myself for it. I have to go cold turkey, I have no other choices for medical reasons. Anyone out there want to buddy up? Im not buying anymore!! I have to beat this and beat it now!! Ugh.
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