For the last few days I have been feeling very crabby and irratable. Things and people that would not normally bother me and really pi**ing me off!! I just feel edgy and restless and I want a cigarette but know I can't have one and that makes me even more pi**ed off. What's wrong with me??! I have not smoked for 25 days, shouldn't it be getting easier instead of harder?? I was actually feeling quite cocky that I was doing so well. I was thinking: "hey, this isn't as hard as I thought it would be". Now I just feel empty and when I look to the future I can't help feeling that I'm going to spend the rest of my life feeling deprived and missing out. I'd rather just start smoking again that feel like this for the rest of my life. I am very close to going out and buying some cigarettes, I don't know what to do. Help!!
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