Today was day 5 for me and by far is the hardest. I just don't get it. Why after 5 day's is it soooo hard. I even lit up and put it right back out today. I have been at the VA hospital all day with hubby for an appt. with his TBI specialist and things didn't go his way again. He has been on one today. I cant's do anything right. Him and our daughter were cursing at each other. Of course this was not cool and I had to referee as hubby doesn't have the ability to know what is appropriate to say. She knows this, but lost control tonight. I want to be mad at them both, but mostly at her as she doesn't have a brain injury; he dies. Anyway thank you for letting me vent. Do I start over from day 1 again. Part of me say's yes that it is just like my sobriety. I did loose control and light up taking a drag. That is just like one sip of alcohol. I would if it were a drink. Someone told me in hugs today that the most important thing is not to lite that first smoke. Good advice, I knew better and did it out of frustration at VA.
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