I am scared to death that I have injured myself smoking for almost 20 yrs. What are the chances that I'm fine? I feel so scared I don't want emphysema or cancer. DAMN why did I do this to myself? I have 2 friends that are smokers with cancer and 1 aunt. What the hell... you going to chemo and still feeding the cancer it don't make no sense. I'm an EMT and picked up a man that had set himself on fire for smoking while on o2. Severe COPD I don't get it I have some shortness or breath and now I'm scared straight don't get me wrong I crave and miss my ciggies but someone please help me understand.
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