i just had the realization tonite that i have GOT to stop smoking. it makes me miserable. my children wanted to play a board game tonite so i said yes, (normally i would tell them to play and i would sneak off and smoke). the entire time we were playing the game, i couldnt relax, all i could think about was smoking. after a while i started to listen to my children, and watch them laugh....i realized how much i miss out on because of this stupid addiction. i am scared to quit because im afraid to find out why i find it so hard to let go and be with my family. my husband enjoys then so much. i HAVE TO STOP! i am afraid of failing, but i think more afraid of success..isnt that crazy? i will really need your help....i think knowing this board is here will really help me. i am also afraid of turning into the biggest bitch around! i appreciate any and all suggestions. my husband asked what he could do to help and i didnt even know what to tell him. im gearing up..please help me get ready!
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