still at around half a pack or less a day... but my boyfriend told me to get some rolling papers cuz he had some tobacco, so I went into the store, only way to get papers was to buy tobacco that comes with papers, so I've been smoking that. Rolling cigs the smell doesn't bother my boyfriend so much, he's even smoked a little of them. And it's a hell of a lot cheaper than buying a pack, $1.44 as opposed $4.50... problem is since it's cheaper and the smoke/smell doesn't bother my bf, I'm justifying smoking more... trying not to... I'm just such a d*mn addict! And my bf gives me "lectures" and then I go to smoke a cig and he worries that he made me nervous and made me wanna smoke lol that's not it at all... just that I get those cravings for a cig. I dunno if I'm really ready to quit, my bf's sponsor told him to stop trying to make me quit, that I've got enough going on it's ok for me to smoke right now. I'll quit one day... just don't know how soon.
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