to all my old friends and new,you are all in my thoughts every day. i had some bad things happen and i lost control, first i had 1 cig and a week later my grandson gave me some. i had gone over 60 days without a puff and was so proud of myself. i still come in here every day but have not responded to anyone,i feel like im so depressed about the horrible things that happened in my family and to me. it took courage to write this in my group. has anyone else had a bad slip on and off for 2 weeks? it makes me want to hide and cry. i dont want to see anyone or do anything. im so happy for all of you that havent had a slip and are true non smokers, that is something to be so very proud of. when i do lite one up its not because i crave it,its like i want to punish myself. im not smoking much except now and then but its bad to do it and im am a worrier big time. plus i havent been taking my prozac or xanax,but will go back to taking them,i think that was a big part of the slips also. i think i got just a little to sure of myself and learned the hard way. bless you all,and thank you for letting me talk.
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