So guys, this is it!!!! My last night as a smoker, WOW that sounds wierd. No more morning cough, bad Asthma, smelly clothes, yellow fingers, chest infections, panic when I have run out of Tobacco or cigarette papers or filters, awkwardness cos I want to smoke in a non smoking environment, enjoying the fresh morning air and then ruining it with a lung full of shit, losing approximately 100 minutes each day to smoking, by the way in the 27 years i have smoked, that equates to 975,240 minutes, or 16,254 hours, or 677.25 days, what a Fuc*ing wate of time!

I can't believe that I have been such a mug, such a sucker, such a loser, so blinkered, so blase', so pathetic, so weak, so dependent, so influenced, so this must make me look cool, so I can't have a conversation without this piece of shit in my right hand......

Good-bye to all of this crap, no more, ever again... I love life and I want to be in a position where I can enjoy it to the full, not with weak lungs, or the fear of Cancer or other terrible Tobacco related terrors, I want to leave this earth because my body has naturally reached it's conclusion, not cut short by this bull-shit!!!!

I would like to thank all of you for your support so far and no doubt in the future, this site has added years to my life, it has opened my eyes and made me realise just what is really important in this life.....

Take care for now.....


Paul Rabbit