I'm mad that smoking is bad for me. I'm mad that I can't just smoke and not have consequences. I'm mad that I feel so pissy inside. I'm mad that I got addicted in the first place. I'm mad that I expect myself to be perfect. I feel like I want to keep smoking just to say "HA! I can choose to do something wrong if I want". All sounds stupid and childish.... I'm big on psychology...I need to soul search to see why I really smoke...I've been an on and off smoker for 15 years...I guess if you work unsuccessfully at something for 15 years it'd make anyone mad.
Posts You May Be Interested In