I announced 15 minutes ago that I am NOT lighting up again. I have everything I could possible need or want to commit to this now. I cut my smoking down to 1/2 a cig every hour and found I could have self control about it. And this group is a group I want to be a part of. It's given me motivation to quit smoking because of the desire to belong here. I have my sunflower seeds and nic gum. I have anti anxiety meds and my hubby to be is now smoking outside. I have God's Grace which I need the most. I know this time that I can do it. I've tried so many times but it's not felt like this before. I have gained self control around my eating and my weight is down to where I'm satisfied so I don't think that will be a problem too much if at all. It's like God has prepared the way for me and it's my time to jump on it with confidence and faith. Thank you for being a group I want so much to be a part of. You guys are super cool. Hugs, Mary
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...