I really can't do this anymore. Really I can't. I'm having a really bad withdrawal session at the moment. Been having it now for about an hour. My hubby and I was talking about something and he told me not to get upset over the situation we were talking about. I told him it has nothing to do with it I'm just having a bad craving at the moment. He goes . yeah and continues to talk about his mothers situation. After that .. the arguement started to brew again, he told me to just deal with it. Now in the past when I tried to quit before and of course my hubby the goodie goodie that does not do any wrong knows how to press my buttons that I would go back to smoking. I'm seriously at that point of goin back. I told him while u are out buy me a pack and he said no I'm not gonna be the cause of u goin back to smoking .. I told him YOU ALREADY ARE for not supporting me thru a craving .. I'm in tears while I'm writing this .. I'm frustrated I want a fucking cigarette I want to pull my hair out .. I'm so hurt that he plays the "I don't do anything wrong its all u krystyne" game .. then when I do go back he says "oh u couldn't do it? I did it "
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