I am back.. Because I have started drinking again... I know I should go to my sponsor and talk but I have really been struggling with AA for a little bit and I dont even know where to begin.... I was told to speak up and share my issues and my alcohalisim .. But I have found that when I do there is some old timer that says fuck your problems and deal with your drinking problems... I thought by dealing with my issues i was dealing with my drinking problem.. I was am still am giving my problems over to God... Also my husband was fighting me tooth and nail every time I went to a meeting ... So I started sneaking around just like I did when i was drinking... So then it got to hard to sneak around that I just convinced my self I was not an alcoholic .. And then they cycle started all over again... Now he is telling me I have a problem... I had 2 beers 3 days ago and then I had a glass of wine today... I wish he would make up my mind for me.... I am so tired of him controlling every aspect of my life it is not funny... If any one has some good advice I sure could use it now.. Thank you...
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