i didnt know this would be so emotional for me. i just ball and ball and ball. my husband has been great, BUT i feel very alone for he hasnt smoked a cig in his life! he has no idea what hes going through and he just pisses me off when i try to tell him or talk about it or when i cry because he tries to give advise but he has no idea. for an hour now ive been on the verge of going to the store. i havent and i hope i dont. but im just so stressed with everything else and him and not being able to smoke that i just really want it. how?? do you convince yourself otherwise? right now my brain just rejects all logic
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