I was doing so well.. got as far as 11 days smoke free was feeling on top of the world... went for a health test yesterday and my body is in Exellant shape say the tests lol... i have started working out, eating healthy and still my evenings are hell with withdrawl... i crave so mad i turn into this angry, ugly monster.. and yes last night i gave in.. my b/f came over and well he gave me a few smokes 4 of them and i smoked them.. I feel terrible today, a failure in everything i have started to do... Not to sure if i can't quit this smoking because i am told i have to or what... one would think it would be easier if it were my idea.. however, i am thinking it would be just as hard... I don't want to give up my 12 days as it states on my counter... i liked those 12 days,,, but, i am at day 1 again!! :(
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